Feelings

I hate him to the core. His smile, laugh, personality, style, behavior, conduct, conversation.....everything.

I look for an opportune moment to tell him straight in his face. That he just sucks.... That he could very well go to hell than to exist in front of me. Tell him just point blank, harder than a slap.

I can hear his voice right now. The revolting tone of his voice, the nauseating timbre of his speech....

I can hear his words more clearly now.. talking to some one animatedly.... fragments of their conversation float in the air... that I am the meanest person to walk on earth, that he prefers me to be dead than to move around in front of his eyes.....

Suddenly, life is full of shocks!